So many thoughts this morning.
Life is not turning out as I expected.
- I changed jobs and do not like much of anything about what I do now.
- Keven is not the same. Chronic pain.
- No role in the church, my own fault.
Pain - when someone has cancer knowledge of the pain and recognition and treatment is understood. Yet when someone suffers from chronic back pain there is no understanding, no real answers. Keven is in so much pain. So hard for me, a stoic to understand. It is like he has reflector vision and can only see himself. He rarely smiles. No laughter. I do not know what to do, what to say.
Yesterday I wanted to go out for lunch, yes it was Saturday and it was 12 o'clock and we were in Madison. He was cranky and offered to pick up Chick fil la. We probably spent 20 minutes in line, when we could have enjoyed a nice sit-down lunch. All because he did not want to wait.
Reading Proverbs this morning.
Wisdom -
Fear the Lord. Those that do will live in safety and be at ease.
Cry out for understanding. Search for it. He guards the course and protects the way.
Keep His commands in your heart. They will bring peace and prosperity.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart. Don't lean on yourself.
Fear the Lord.
Get wisdom.
Give careful thought to the paths of your feet and be steadfast in all your ways. Proverbs 4:26.
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